So I ache inside
voices that disturb
but there was never peace
I dream of something I never had
I dream of something I wished I had
This yearning keeps me enslaved
tied to illusions
tied to reality beyond reach
A smile so far away
A face so long gone
I long to be someplace else
with someone else
freed from expectations
freed from ambitions
freed from obligations
No sound however sweet
can still my mind
No sleep however deep
can store my love
My dirty hands are all I have
and all I have is drifting
somewhere I can't see nor feel
Beauty sleeps inside of me
touching me